Friday, January 13, 2012

where does time go to?

i woke and saw
where does time go to?
the cruel of law
where does time go to?

i loved
where does time go to?
i saw above
where does time go to?

where does time go to?
where does time go to?

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Hijab and fashion

nowadays, Hijaber is a word for those moslem girls wearing fancy hijabs. it's a special term in Indonesia. they remake the pattern of their veil, so they look so awesome for the trend at that time. but it surely contradicts with the rule of Islam itself. it is clearly stated in Qur’ān Sura 24:31:
"And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty; that they should NOT display their beauty and ornaments except what (must ordinarily) appear thereof (consist of hands and face); that they should draw their veils over their bosoms and not display their beauty except to their husbands, their fathers, their husband's fathers, their sons, their husbands' sons, their brothers or their brothers' sons, or their sisters' sons, or their women, or the slaves whom their right hands possess, or male servants free of physical needs, or small children who have no sense of the shame of sex; and that they should not strike their feet in order to draw attention to their hidden ornaments. And O ye Believers! turn ye all together towards Allah, that ye may attain Bliss."
 what is confusing now?
---> moslem girls/women  should NOT display their beauty and ornaments. get its meaning? it is clearly meaning that girl should not attract any attention as a kind of protection from the bad men, the specific one is the lust. 
 ---> their veils over their bosoms  ????
so every of you should cover your chest. it is also a kind of woman's protection to keep your honor. not to show it to other people. see?

---> draw attention to their hidden ornaments. doesn't it mean, wearing somekind of fancy hijab attracting attention? whoever seeing you wearing fancy one will attract their attention, so you probably become the center of the attention that may lead you to an harassment.

in this writing, i don't mean to limit the creativity of wearing hijab, or whatever it is. but, please be aware of what has been stated in Al Qur'an, the promises of the Al Hakeem. please, girls. never listen to them, if they tease you ugly, cupu (old fashioned), or whatever it is. don't be afraid of having no boyfriend because you don't wear fancy jilbab or hijab or veil. every single step of your life has been determined by the Ar Rahmaan, Ar Rahim.

thank you

Thursday, January 5, 2012

childhood #1

tiba-tiba di Facebook ada foto jadul gitu :O jadi keinget sama sebuah memori yang dibawa ketika aku masih SD. jadi begini ceritanya...
sepulang sekolah dari SD NASIONAL KPS Balikpapan, aku sama temen-temen ya seperti biasa pulang ke rumah masing-masing pake mobil antar jemput langganan. di situlah kami, para anak kecil yang notabennya baru masuk sekolah (sekitar kelas 2 atau 3 SD) saling bermain dan bersendagurau. aku dan temanku (sebut saja X) memang selalu dapat giliran diantar paling terakhir. ya memang karena rumah kita yang paling jauh.
suatu hari capek, panas, pengap, dan sebagainya kita rasakan menjadi The Last Person. namanya juga anak kecil, pulang siang, kecapean, kepanasan, pasti emosinya memuncak. jadi, si X sok-sok mengajak bermain. tapi mood pada waktu itu mengatakan, ini bukan waktu untuk bermain karena itu aku lebih baik tidur. tapi X tetap terus mengajak bermain hingga akhirnya dia bermain dengan rambutku. dikibas-kibasnya lah rambutku kayak iklan shampoo di TV. (lebay -..-')
tidak tertahankan lagi, aku berdiri dari kursi tempat aku duduk dan SLAP!!! tanganku menampar pipinyaa! (HAHAHAHAHA!) si X terduduk diam. tiba-tiba om supir kesayangan teriak dan menanyakan ada keributan apa di belakang sana. aku menjelaskan seadanya dan kembali duduk.
beberapa hari setelah itu, aku tidak melihat si X lagi di mobil jemputan. entah, pada waktu itu aku belum tahu alasannya kenapa. sampai suatu hari, si om jemputan sebelum mengantar aku pulang, dia mampir ke rumah si X untuk mengambil uang bulanan jemputan.
dan tiba-tiba, orang tua si X datang ke mobil dan menghampiriku.
"dek Icha, X kenapa ditampar?"
"Muyak sih, mainin rambut saya om" tetap dengan singkatnya aku menjawab.
"sekarang si X ga mau sekolah lagi loh, katanya takut ketemu dek Icha."
tiba-tiba aku jauh merasa bersalah. segitu menyakitkannya kah tamparan seorang anak kecil?

I got so much 6 :O

Belle (6)
[ ] You’ve kissed someone your friends didn’t like
[ ] You’ve been lost in the forest
[x ] You love to read
[x] You are not shy at all
[x] One of your family members is a bit weird
[x] You have done volunteer work
[x ] You have a wild imagination
[ ] You love to take care of people in need
[ ] You’ve had guys like you only because they think you’re pretty
[ x] You’ve rejected at least one person when they’ve asked you out

Rapunzel (3)
[ ] You’re an orphaned child or have an evil step-mother
[x] You have many different hobbies to keep you busy
[ ] You can get really bored
[ ] You have very long hair (at least mid-back length)
[ ] Your hair is bright blonde
[ ] You’re an artsy person
[ ] You’re childish
[ ] You can’t wait to stop the same routine each day and start living
[x] You care about others and their feelings
[x ] You like to follow the rules

Alice (2)
[  ] You have/had a pet rabbit
[ ] You love to play cards
[x] You constantly know the time
[ ] You get in sticky situations
[ ] You have been to a court
[x] You have fallen asleep while doing homework
[  ] You have had a tea party
[  ] You like hats
[ ] You’re late
[ ] You know how to play croquet

Jasmine (6)
[ ] Your dad is rich
[x] You are very clever
[ ] You’ve been with someone way different from you
[x] You’re unique and different from everyone else
[x] You’d never marry someone just because they were rich
[x] You have set a lot of goals for yourself
[ ] You don’t have a lot of (good) friends
[x] You’re independent
[ ] You are wealthy
[x] Your parents try to control your life

Megara (5)
[ ] Your boyfriend is strong
[x ] You have gotten involved with the wrong people before
[ ] You are very convincing
[x] You have fallen in love before
[x] You have had your heart broken
[ ] You find an interest in Greek mythology
[x] You lie sometimes
[ ] You pretend to be someone you’re not
[x ] You have been used
[ ] Purple is one of your favourite colours

Ariel (5)
[x ] Your parents expect a lot from you
[ ] You really try to follow the rules, but it’s hard for you
[ ] You’re a bit of a trouble maker
[ ] You’re the youngest in your family
[x ] You have a lot of sisters
[ ] You collect something
[ ] You have/had long hair
[ x] You are adventurous
[x] You’re extremely curious
[x] You believe everything people tell you/you’re a bit gullible

Aurora (5)
[x] You live/have lived with someone other than your parents
[ ] You almost died at a very young age
[x] You are gentle, loving, and/or thoughtful
[ ] You have a decent singing voice
[x] You like to sleep in late on the weekends
[x ] You spend most of your time outside
[ ] You’re adopted
[x] You’re very romantic
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors

Cinderella (2)
[ ] One of your parents is dead
[ ] You are expected to do a lot of chores
[x] You love to dress up
[ ] You love animals
[x ] You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming
[ ] Your mom is really strict
[ ] You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you
[ ] You’re afraid to speak your mind sometimes
[ ] You have left your shoes at a friends house before
[ ] You have blond hair

Snow White (6)
[ ] You know that you’re beautiful
[ ] Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you
[ ] You’ve almost been killed
[x] You have at least seven good friends
[ ] You’ve had food poisoning
[x] You have/had short hair
[x] You get along with almost everyone
[x] All of your friends are different
[x] You love to have a good time
[x] You’re happier when you’re out of the house than in

Tinkerbell (6)
[x ] You get jealous easily
[x ] You loved your childhood
[x] You like to fly
[ ] You believe in magic
[ ] You’re 5’2 or under
[ ] You hate pirates
[x] You love sparkles
[x] People underestimate you
[x ] You get angry easily
[ ] You have/had a treehouse

Pocahontas (6)
[x] You love to walk around and explore big cities
[ ] You are more spiritual than religious
[x] You’ve been in an interracial relationship
[ ] One of your family members is dead
[x] Your parents are very protective of you
[ ] Someone you know has been in war
[x] You love nature
[x] You have/had black hair
[x] You would love to move somewhere exotic and beautiful
[ ] You’re very adventurous

Mulan (6)
[x] You can be a tomboy sometimes.
[x ] People wish you could be a bit more girly
[x ] You’ve pretended to be someone you’re not
[x] You’ve had a physical fight with someone
[ ] You have/had considered running away from home
[ ] Your parents try to plan your life out
[ ] A lot of your friends are boys
[x] You sometimes find yourself in bad situations
[x] You love your family so much that you’d do anything to protect them

Sunday, January 1, 2012

it's messed up reports i've ever made typed thought argh. Night came, brain was tired, idea had gone, but forced still pushed. sorry for my book reports.

I ask God, one day

Short poetry from the bottom of despair